I’m writing this blog because my mind keeps running in circles. I wonder why it never shuts down. and I feel like I’m constantly trying to think of different ways to live.

By different ways of living I think of jobs. I wonder why I always feel like I’m meant to be doing something else. Is it because I haven’t found that special thing … Or is it the lightbulb hasn’t went off on where I’m at, at this point in my life.

I think of people and it makes me sad when people don’t make effort towards you. Do they outgrow you or do you outgrow them ?

I think of my family and how I wish there were more of us that were closer.

My mind constantly going in circles…

I’m thinking of my wedding reception that’s next weekend . I’m second guessing the catering .. should I have just had a taco bar ?!?? After all I love tacos !🌮 Then again that would have been just one more thing to do the day of….

I think of the wealthy…I work with people who are very well off … And wonder why some of them can’t see how they treat the people around them. I wonder how others are so down to earth. Tonight I had one enteract with me and actually asked in a genuine tone “So how are you doing today?” One of my biggest pet peeves is someone asking how you are doing and not even waiting for a reply… Why bother ? I also can’t stand when you ask someone how they are and they never reply they just seem like they are nibby about your business. Is that normal?!

My mind is running in circles and I should probably go for a walk, but I’m already in bed….

Thanks for reading I should probably get some rest.